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Been wanted to write about this for a long time…but guess cant find any time or mood to do it….until tonite. Life passerby….What it meant to u? To some young guy, it might means nothing much…..as to them, life passerby is just…..a passerby…..nothing significant. But to me, who has been living my life for the pass 27 years (yup….tat my age)…..passerby means somebody once significant to me has now become meaningless or less memorable …..esspecially friends. Throughout the years, i have seen many people; some nice people(esspecially girls) who i wish to get to know better but in the end tat does not happens; some who should be someone important to me but in the end left to another place; some who used to be great friends of mine whom in the end betrayed or abandoned me; some who only be wit me during happy times and not the sad moments; and definately those who borrow my money and never really pay me back—mostly all of them have become my life passerby….people who i treat as very common friends and seldom see anymore.  In a way, I hate passerby…..because somehow i often thought tat they should be more than just my life passerby. Because of their thoughtless, selfish, or the “whatever” attitude has put and end to the great adventure that we might could have in the future. But i guess there no reason to get upset because of tat….because other than them, I still have lots of friends who become my life movie’s main characters….esspecially these 2-3 years……those who have been wit me……u all are my Main Hero and Heroine! U know who u are when i say like tat…….and i do hope our frenship will last always……and my love will always be wit u, little Min Min……kekekeke…….and for those who is my passerby……..u have just missed someone great in your life…….

hi hi everyone….long time no write no blog……kekeke…..guess i am too lazy these day…..but tonite I thought write it down about a nice movie i watched. It’s is called Fluke….an old movie about life of a doggy which it has partial memories of it’s previous life as a human, who was died in an accident that somehow cause by his friend. With the remnant of the memories the dog journey back to his family that consist of his wife and son and seek the truth on what really happens on the night of his accident. What really impress me is that the cameraman was able to capture the essense of cuteness, sillyness and cleverness in a dog. There is even a scene where a chipmunk carries the dog on his shoulder and climb out of the window to escape…..the scene is darn silly!! love it very much……and i like the message that this movie tries to convey…..that no matter how eager u want it to be….once the next life become a dog….there no way one can go back becoming a human…..which somehow tell us that we should treasure our life as a human while we can….and cherish the nice thing and nice people around us…..very touching story…..credits should be given to my girlfren Minnie, as she was the one recommend me to see this movie It kinda pity that hollywood do not do this kind of movie that much anymore…..even they do…..the feel just not the same as those produced in the 80 century or early 90’s. That time the movie producer really put the heart and soul in the movie whereas producer nowadays…..the just put more money for the budget……oh well……

Hi hi….it’s been so damn long (like 1 year++?) since the last time i write my blog….guess tonight i m a bit bored….so thought of try to write some blog…..just to record down my life journey until this point…..

2007 was a great year for me as i started to live on my own and venture into a life of full freedom. In the process of growing up i start to learn more about who i m truly are and what i am capable of….thanks to a bunch of my jue peng gau yau…..who turn me into what i am today…..happy, tactical, funny and playful……there one saying goes…..u hang with winners, u ends up become a winner……and i am glad that in 2007, many winners has been around me……that gives me opportunity to learn from them and be someone worthwhile……friends will always occupied an important part in my life……thank you….

Perhaps one of the greatest thing that happens to me is that a special person has come and brighten my life……my lovely girlfriend Minnie…… light-hearted and cheeful nottie girl……kekekeke……rekindle back the spirit of love inside me……

In the end…..2007 is great……and i m looking forward to another great year in 2008……i wont be writing blog often…….but hopefully i wont be waiting to another year b4 i write the next one :P   chow…

i haven’t write my blog for a long time, but this time…i think i need advice from u all. What do u think about the sentence "once in a lifetime opportunity"?….sometimes when we look back at our past day, there is some of these opportunity that past by us….like being an in golden year of 18 years old….or enter the freedom zone of 21 years old….or able to meet a great person that taught us many things, or able to become a superstar from a reality show. All this somehow only become available to us once, if we treasure the moment….we might get a unforgetable lifetime experience. But if we miss it, well the chance will be no more or the meaning will become less significant. Of course, take the chance also means we have to take the risk of unseenable fear. Something that always keep me from taking chances. I dunno why i have this fear, maybe is my environment, maybe is my natural self….or maybe i am too afraid to fail. but somehow too afraid of taking chances has make myself de-evaluated - i become a slow learner, become less agresive, less confidence and most of all….less integrity. In my way of handling life, i tend to wait for answer to come to me rather than find the answer myself. Such a bad habit. Nevertheless, nowadays i ve discovered my weaknessess, and i hope the coming years i could find some way to make amends for my mistakes….and start to feel more confidence in taking chance….chance that only comes once in a lifetime…

hi….just wanna let u all know I MIGHT be closing my personal website soon…because it has reach it’s due payment for the hosting fee….and i think i can’t keep it up anymore….because i kinda broke these day…therefore b4 it gulung tikar….i hope tat u all could take one last look at it (viviccy.com)….and if got any future improvement…..can always email to me (viviccy@hotmail.com) and tell me about it….it’s kinda reluctant for me to close it down…..as it has been with me for many years now….i sometimes upload some photos and videos in it…..and tot that it would be my lifetime memories recollection website….but then i guess it’s all well’s end well….being able to create a cool website of my own has already fullfill one of my dream….so no regret if it really closed….there’s lot of photos and gallery in it….so if find any nice one….grab it while still can!…..by the way, if anyone want to buy my domain name viviccy.com….PLEASE DONT!….because i might buy it back someday….haha!!!

it’s tat day again….the day to remind myself it’s been a year past again….yupe….today is my birthday….i ll be entering 26…..i still remember my last year birthday i have wished something tat in end came true…..tat is to become thin again….i was happy about it…..my wish has been heard and somehow many factor has give me strength tat made me easier to reach my goal…..as for this year….i also has made a wish….tat is a new career. i have been a designer/web designer/multimedia artist for the past two years and so far, i think i have learn alot. But somehow i think it’s time for me try out something different, sth that i dont only learn it, but experience it. So far, there not much to experience in my job scope….the world is only me and my PC. I hope tat starting from this year….i could break this boundary and experience sth different…..tat would be my wish…..of course….i ll work hard on it also

recently i have been playing a great video game tat never i would have thought i would get excited. Basically i am not a good driver for car game….no matter how i try, i still couldn’t do go at it….so most of the time car game would not interest me much for too long. But these past few weeks i have been playing an arcade game tat interesting enough for me to play for more everytime i see it. It is Initial D: 3rd stage. I have seen many youngster play tat game….and most of the time, the machine is occupied. At first, it does seems like an ordinary car game….but after my first try….it somehow really could simulate the drifting feel…..because when u drift….the view seems like gliding in a natural way. Way Cool!….i like the feel very much….though it kinda hard to play at some point of the road….but if you could give a good drift….the feel is just awesome….i started my working life again recently….so basically not much time to play….hope to play it again if got opportunity….wanna train hard to become the faster downhill racer of Mt Akina!

it’s been a while since i write anything for my blog….but today something poped up on my mind….and it is like an old problem that brought back to my attention….something tat always bother me for so many years. The problem is decision making. Basically i am not a good decision maker. Because most of the time, i tend to think too much about the final decision and then in the end….never make any. So basically my decision is often happen "By default". What i mean by that is like when there a A or B choice, if i dont choose any in the end, i ll end up with B. Then when i get the B,….i ll be still thinking whether it is best for me or not. Somehow i do think this a serious problem inside me, because i am letting the environment taking over my life rather than i take control of the environment……because basically the longer people live….the harder to see what decision is good or bad…..it seems like all just as bad as it seems….how to choose like tat? i dont make decision a lot…..because sometimes a bad decision will affect not just myself….but my friends, teammates, relative etc……but to some people……they would say tat making a bad decision tat effect other people is not their fault….it just tat the people got affected was unlucky. What? why? Because tat how good leader comes from…….agree? To some extend….i do agree about tat….but i guess i still cannot do tat….how about u all?

one and a half year life in MiTV was full of ups and downs for me….and also lots of free time. Nevertheless, it was an good journey for me so far, as i looked back from the start to end, i have changed alot physically and emotionally. i still remember when i was still new in this place, i kinda look like a thirty years old guy who seems dont know how to dress properly ( by the way,nowaday i still dunno how dress properly….but not as teruk as last time…hehe). Last time, in my head, all tat is matter is my computer, Flash and Photoshop softwares….as i like to explore this two software all the time. Because of my hardwork, i manage to create many artwork and animation that i could proud of from the softwares. I learn and learn and learn everyday, hoping that someday people will start to notice my talent and then somehow could gain some acknowledgement. Last time i always thought that hard work = success. But in reality, that often not the case. I discover that very very very very very hard work + wait for opportunity + luck = success. Most often than not, success people is not the one that work hard the most….is the one who know how to use the hard working people to their advantage. Anyway, nowaday….i kinda look at thing at another perspective now. Life is more than just about work. I kinda miss out a lot of thing the previous years because of work. Luckily i kinda realize that this year….i hope tat somehow i could redo back something other than work tat i have kinda miss out few year ago, such as relearn guitar, meet some new friends, go out on trip more often, try out more crazy stuff….i hope to do some catch-up on my life. Somehow Mitv has made me realize that. If I was working in a fast paced working environment, i might be still a workaholic tat care nothing other than my career. I wouldn’t wanna be like tat. But i know, carefree life in here wont do me any good for long. Most probably i will change job before next year chinese new year. I guess it is enevitable. But no matter what, mitv will always be a memorable place for me.

man….tat is superb unbelievable!!!! Faisal loses and tat fat Suki win? What happen to all Malaysian? Are you all that voted for the show become so fucking stupid to see who is the best deserving winner? It really a rip off….and i am definately so damn angry tat somebody who give out 200% of all his effort didn’t able to win because of human stupidity….come on lah….can’t u all appreciate what faisal try to perform for us?….he create new creativity in music….he go all out and take the singing stage by storm….he is the icon of all rock stars should have been….HE IS SUPERMAN!!!!! AND SUPERMAN GOT BEATEN BY A FAT CHICK TAT PRETEND TO CRY JUST TO WIN ALL THOSE PERVERTS AND LOSERS VOTES!!!! Faisal last song was out of this world….a medley of 3 best song combined into 1…..MAN, ONLY A TRUE DIE HARD SINGER COULD EVER PULL OFF SUCH A PERFORMANCE….AND HE DOES NOT WIN? The malaysia music industry is getting more boring everyday…..we need more people like FAIZAL to spice up the industry….to me, Suki has stealed Faisal one million ringgit….she is a thief!!! And I depise all those dumb people who voted for her. TO ME, SUPERMAN WILL ALWAYS BE THE HERO….and i do hope tat later some people will recognise his talent and give him a chance in the music industry. As for Suki….dont think for a second that i would buy a thief album who win because she is a CHINESE and a GIRL. Even i am a Chinese i also don’t like her….I means….what glamour would she have by winning it because she is a CHINESE tat seems to be supported by many wealthy chinese youngster….those people study shit I tell u….can’t people out there learn to give chance to a person who is the most hardworking rather than those that has better look or can flatter better….this is crazy….unbelievable…..it only reflect tat Malaysian mindset are so immature when it comes to voting 4 reality show…..